I Really Miss My Guy

Hello Everyone:

I'm exhausted today. Lack of a good night's sleep and the hot weather all conspiring to make me want to curl up in bed and sleep for the next day or two. Unfortunately, I can't do that because I have things to do. The minion went home earlier. He seemed to have a good time. Mom took him to the pool and then he conked out in the afternoon. Me, I'm not a nap person, even when I'm this tired. I just need a really solid eight hours of sleep. The Brit BF's laptop died so no Skype chat for a little while. I teased him that he should a Mac. His budget says Toshiba or Dell. I suppose, we Mac people can be so particular. I jest. I'll miss seeing his warm smile. He did promise a phone call tomorrow. At least I get hear his warm voice. I just wish I could see and hold him in person. It's been over a year and I miss him so very much. I want to be with so badly. I can't stand the distance. The phone and the screen aren't enough. I need to hold and see him in person. The worst of it is I don't know when he'll be back.  I have pictures of him on my phone but it's not the same. I think mom would like for me to meet someone more "appropriate" ie, a nice Jewish boy. However, it seems that all the nice Jewish boys just don't seem to be up to par. They don't seem as well read or spoken as the Brit BF. It's not a British thing, it's something in him. Something I can genuinely appreciate and want. I love the way we can talk forever about movies or politics. I feel like I can't do that with other boys. I just miss.