I Have A Great Guy

Hello Everyone:

I had a bit of an emotional conversation with the Brit BF. I told him about my abusive ex. It slipped out inadvertently. I was telling him about mom telling me about her friend's engagement party. She went on to ask me about fixing me up. Naturally I told her I had someone, albeit 5,000 miles away. She went on to say it would be nice for me to find someone to marry. As I was telling the Brit BF all this, the story of the abusive ex slipped out and I started to get emotional. It was hard to tell him the whole story. I wanted to tell him face-to-face, not screen-to-screen. I felt myself getting weepy.  Fortunately, the Brit BF is not judgmental. He's the nicest guy. He told me that people get together and break up all the time. I told him that it was a difficult break up but I haven't seen the abusive ex in a very long time. I love the Brit BF and I don't want any secrets between us. I value our relationship. It's more special to me than any previous relationship in ways that I could not have imagined. That's a good thing because it's been a long time since I felt anything for anyone. He's a good man and deserves the very best from me. I'm still not sure about making a life with him but I'm starting to see it. This is main reason I'm looking forward to the London trip.