Ring Shopping

Hello Everyone: Guess what the Brit BF and I did today? We went to look at engagement rings. Can you believe it. This is really happening for me. I'm so excited. It's like the universe is finally making good things come into my life after all the bad things I've endured. Cannot be more grateful if I tried. Finally the soul crushing loneliness I've been going through is beginning to lift. I just hope it stays that way. He showed some rings that he has in mind and they're so beautiful. This is so surreal. We're also talking about getting our own place together, not my place or his place, our place with all the things we could possibly want. I so hope it happens for us. I've been alone for so long, even before mum passed. I thought I would never find a person who could love and treat me the way I deserve to be treated. Everyone before couldn't come close. The evil ex? Who cares. He has his life, whatever it may be and I have mine. I haven't spoken to or seen him in a very long time and plan to keep it that way. He hasn't been relevant for a very long time. As for what my very religious conservative Sister and BIL think, I don't live and die by their opinions. Anyway it's not like my BIL can really say anything because his youngest brother married and divorced a non-Jewish woman and is currently involved with another non-Jewish woman. It's all good for me on the relationship end. I can't think of a better way to celebrate my birthday.