A Fact Of Faith

Hello Everyone: The Brit BF will be here in a few days and I still have no idea what I'm going to feed or do with him. He has some sort of itinerary set for us but it's the in-between events, like Thanksgiving hang with his friends, that leaves me at a loss. I also have my life to deal with and all the regular stuff like chores and groceries. Added to that, I really can't afford to treat to meal out or pay for my share. Money's tight and I need every last penny. To that end, I have to believe and accept that this too shall pass. It will pass because I am doing what I need to do to make this period of discomfort a temporary one. I read something this morning that reminded me of a simple fact of faith, if something is meant to happen, it will. If it's not meant to happen, then I need to let it go. I need to let that settle into my brain and marinate a while. It's a reminder that I can't force things to happen, they either are meant to be or not. The Brit BF's impending arrival is meant to be. It's not for me to divine what the exact reason is because it will be revealed in due course. Certain job opportunities that have recently come my way are meant for me to consider them. To that end, I also have to trust my instinct. If something feels right, then it is. I have to trust that all is for the good. I will get through this difficult period and come out stronger.