Grateful

Hello Everyone: The Brit BF continues to put out major moving vibes by bringing me things for the house, like a new dish rack and drying mat. Yesterday, he made dinner for me, even though I mentioned that I have food in the refrigerator. I don't think I was expecting any of that when he announced that he was coming for a visit. I thought it would a nice visit where we'd go out, meet up with his friends (doing that), and celebrate my birthday, not be a version of domesticitiy. I might as well add him to the lease. Sometimes the universe gives you an over abundance of what you want and you just have to be grateful. I definitely feel like I got a little more than I imagined with the Brit BF. It's so wonderful having another person in the house. I feel very secure and comforted. When don't have to say much to each other, just his presence makes me feel so good. It gets me out of my usual doom and gloom; it's a sign that everything is going to work out in the end. That's great feeling, right? I really don't know what was going on in the universe the day I went over to introduce myself to him but something must of been right. My family may not all be totally onboard with it but I have to live my life, not there lives. I choose to live my life with the person I love. Yes, he's not exactly who I imagined for myself but, I think, the universe sent me the right person for me. Someone who treats me like a queen. For that I'm grateful.