Things Maybe Coming Together

Hello Everyone: Today was definitely a much better start to the week than last week because it felt like this job was finally coming together in the right way. It's still hard to trust the pissant but I have no choice because I'm working for him. The good news is I can structure my work schedule in such a way that it leaves me time to have a life. Very important. Also very important is that my needs are getting met. This is something I have to remind myself everyday. Truth is at this point I wouldn't mind someone else looking after my needs or, at least, sharing the load. I'm not thinking of getting a roommate or anything like that. I just want the Brit BF to hurry up and sign a production deal with the BBC so we can both quit our hum drum jobs. Actually the new job does offer the prospect of moving into something more suited to background. Right now I have to play it cool, focus on doing good work so I can accomplish my goal of moving into something better. Does that make me ambitious? Yes, nothing wrong with that. I think ambition has gotten a bit of a bad reputation. It seems that its become a word for give everything to the job. If the pandemic taught us anything, it's being ambitious doesn't have to be a bad thing if you can find a way to balance it with having a life. For me a life means being able to indulge in things like cultural events. The pandemic has really messed up cultural events with limited capacities. I don't mind the mask and showing my vaccine card, I just mind turning a trip to the museum into a carefully planned and implemented event. I just like to get up and go. Anyway, for now today was a nice day and I'm not going to worry about tomorrow.