Moving On

Hello Everyone:

Thank goodness I'm done with playing the grieving child. Another day and I would've completely lost my mind. The only good part of today was lunch at a friend's house otherwise it was a steady stream of people, all with vague memories of mum. Tomorrow someone is coming to pick up all of the wretched medical equipment. The real fun starts next week when we go through her stuff and sort out the financial matters. Not really looking forward to it but it does have to be done. Right now I want my days people free. I'm tired of the revolving door of people and need some time to myself.  My thought is unless I commit to something, don't bother me on the weekends. My BIL said he and my sister might invade my territory on Sundays because that's their only free day.  I really don't want them over and am hoping we can arrange another time.  At least the paperwork can be handled online. The main thing is I'm ready to live again. Well, more like live as best as I can, COVID or not.  Hopefully some of the places I sent resumes to will get back to me for an in-person interview and hire me. That would be the best thing right now.  I've been so ready to get out there for a very long time.  All I need/want is that one chance and I believe it's out there, waiting for me. I told myself, "don't leave just yet, you haven't gotten to the good paparazzi."  The good part is coming and I'm ready for it.