Hello Everyone:
A semi-good day. I was working on the PLB Theater today and was played by WiFi connection issues and it was a real pain to finish a draft on today's post. The ESPN was blaring in the background wasn't helping matters. I could've asked to have the sound turned down but I was focused on writing the post. I tried blocking it out with a podcast or two but that didn't last the whole session. Oh well tomorrow is another day. I sent the Brit BF a birthday e-card. His birthday is tomorrow. I kept the message short. I told him I missed him, which I do. I'm sure he'll open it, read it, acknowledge it, and not delete it. Even if he doesn't, I just hope he has a great birthday. I freely admit that I still have feelings for him. It's hard to explain why that is but I do. Even though he doesn't occupy my thought all the time, I do find myself thinking about him. It's become especially acute now that the other guy is back in touch and the upcoming wedding. I'm not obsessive about it. I guess part of me wants to get back with him. I just hope the world is treating him well. I should move on but it's hard for me to meet someone. Weddings can be good for that but I'm not so sure about this. It's still hard to shake the Brit BF. Maybe in time.
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