Thursday, April 27, 2017

Figuring Out What I Want

Hello Everyone:

I am feeling better today but I wish the wind would stop blowing so hard. It's messing with my allergies and giving me massive headaches. It was a typical Thursday for me: laundry and housework. I think the daily meditation is starting to take effect because I feel more relaxed. I can deal with mom a little better.  Also, the general craziness that inhabits my life, like tech gremlins. Wow, there's a term I haven't used in a long time. I got that from the Brit BF. It's a pretty good way to describe those moments when technology refuses to behave. Speaking of tech gremlins, the wind is wrecking the digital television.  Mom thought it was hurricane force winds but Google quickly dispelled that notion. Getting back to meditation, I've doing guided meditations this week and today's session was a good one. The person leading it asked one of the eternal questions: what do you want? The point of the meditation was to make space in life to realize who you truly are in order figure out what you want. What do I want?  Only the same things everybody else wants: a good job, a nice place to live, someone to love who loves me back. It seems like a tall order but I still cling to the idea.   The other point today's meditation is to move past the obstacles and fears that keep you from getting what you want. That's a mountain for me to climb but mountains can be conquered but not in a day. So onward.

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