Charging Bull

Hello Everyone:

Today was a good day in general. I applied to one job and started an application for another one. In between, I knocked out a post on how preservation can stop gentrification. On my run this morning, I thought more about not telling the Brit BF that whenever he wants to resume the relationship, I'll be ready for him. The more I thought about it, the more I thought let him work to get me back. I also thought this man is a real charging bull. I use that analogy because he just keeps charging forward and not because he's a Taurus. A charging bull is apt description because all he does is keep moving at full speed, eyes always forward. That's fine for working in the entertainment industry but not so good for relationships. In relationships you can't be a charging bull, knocking things and people down in your wake. Objects break and people get hurt. I'm the person who gets hurt and left behind. This'll take a while to get through. He needs to work through this negative character trait himself because I'm not one lecture someone on the value of patience. I want everything three days ago. I can acknowledge my negative character traits and try to work in them daily. I wonder if he's that aware. Well, I'm not going be the one to point them and make him work on them. That's work he needs to do on his own.