Hello Everyone:
Sunday evening and time to write. Friday evening, mom was giving me a hard time about the Brit BF, again. She's still will not mention his name or want to hear anything good about him. She also case me hard time about the trip, demanding that I provide with contact information. She didn't have to demand anything, I plan on doing so anyway. Sometimes I think she wants to make me so miserable before I go that I'll end having a bad time, pick a fight with the Brit BF, and come home in a foul mood. I can't change her attitudes, that's impossible. I just wish she wouldn't keep reminding about how she doesn't approve of us. I don't know what will become of us but I do want to fully explore this relationship. A good man is hard to find, not a cliché. Most of the men I encounter are either overgrown adolescents or are happy confirmed bachelors. Mom seems to think that anytime a man looks in my direction, it's time to make wedding plans. I'm not there with the Brit BF. I don't thing she believes in giving a couple time to develop a relationship before marriage. That doesn't work for me. I once went out with a guy who picking out the wedding dishes a month into the relationship. This guy was also very inexperienced with women and fell into the category of perpetual adolescent. I don't know what the future will be for us but I know that if I don't explore this relationship, I'll hate myself.
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