Hello Everyone:
Righ now, I'm at my sister's house, supposedly celebrating a milestone birthday. As I expected, another lame disappointing event. On top of that, the food is repulsive. Good thing I had some crackers and cheese before I came over. The company is boring. I want to leave. I just might blow off this "party" and run over to the market and get a salad. At least it'll be something I can eat. You know I was actually excited about this party but then I get here and there isn't anyone to talk to. Even the background music is lame. Now I'm wondering why I'm here. Mom suggested I go into the kitchen and make myself something to eat. Right, what am I, at home. Besides the food in the kitchen is gross. All bland, boring, cheap crap. The people all know each other and feel like a total outsider. The funny thing is, I know some of them. I guess once an a__hole, always an a__hole. I'm so ready to leave. Part of me wants to give it a few more minutes to see if it gets better. I doubt it. Part of the problem is I'm just not much of a sociable person and this really isn't my crowd. My crowd is the artistic, hip, somewhat clever group not the boring middle class type. I have nothing to say to anyone. You know what, I'm getting hungry. I'm not that desperate that I'll tear into the repulsive food. I can do better. I think I'll give it one more look, then blow off this party. I feel like I wasted my time.
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