Feeling Alone

Hello Everyone:

For now, mom has decided to let the whole "home alone" matter go.  There's really no point in carrying on about because, in the end, sis and BIL will have to deal with the fallout from their ill-considered actions.  I'm not saying that anything will happen, heaven forbid no.  It's just that everyone I spoke with (mom and the Brit BF) thinks that leaving two minor children at home alone is really bad idea.  I just don't want to listen to mom worry all weekend.

In other news, not much is going on today which is rather nice.  It's nice when I get back to stringing together a couple of quiet days.  Yesterday wasn't too bad and hopefully tomorrow will be quiet.  I just have some housework and laundry to do tomorrow morning and after that, the rest of the day is mine.  I think I finally finish up a couple of applications I have sitting and waiting for me.  One is for a curatorial assistant position at Stanford University and another is at an employment agency.  I've done the temp job thing one summer during college.  It was kind of pointless because it wasn't very steady, something I'm looking for right now.  I'm still waiting to hear from a few other places but I'm not holding my breath on anything positive.  It would be a nice surprise, as always, if I did get called for interview.  In the meantime I just keep at it.  I really need some of the Brit BF's positive energy to rub off on me so I won't get so down all the time.  Sometimes I feel so overwhelming alone, like I'm isolated from the rest world.  Yes, the internet provides a window to the outside world but I need the human interaction.  That's one thing I miss about working in an office, the human interaction.  I doubt the Man in White cares at all.  I know wishing and hoping for work isn't enough, I have to do my part.  I just wish things would go my way for once.