One Wish

Hello Everyone:

I finally completed the cell phone transaction with little fuss or muss.  I even saved a few pennies. Not too bad.  Not too bad is how I would describe today.  Mom was home because of the MLK holiday, so the minion parent picked him up.  Poor minion, deprived of his daily treat from granny. What will he do?  Survive.  I can't believe it's been almost six months since I last saw the Brit BF and I don't mean the Skype calls.  I mean being in his arms, holding him close, his lips pressed against mine.  I miss all that.  I feel like my world is so cold an empty.  Actually that what it is on a daily basis.  Cold and empty.  My family is not demonstrative with their affections so just getting a hug out of someone is a feat worthy of divine intervention.  A kind word thrown at me once in an odd while is doable but a hug, forget it.  I'm not much of a hugger myself, I don't hug just anyone.  Still, I crave any kind of warmth and affection.  I get that from the Brit BF.  He's just naturally warm.  I bask in it. It makes me feel like a person not a body occupying space.  He so generous with his praise and adoration that sometimes it overwhelms me.  I feel like he's referring to this person I don't know.  It's good, all good.  Sorry, it was just the Brit BF saying good night from the UK.  I only have one wish, to one day kiss him good night in person.  I don't care what mom thinks of him, I love him.