We'll I finally decided to throw sis a bone and accept her invitation to come to lunch. Might as well suck it up and get it over with. I just sent an email reply this morning. Additionally, I told her "no meat, no cake, no anything." Basically, I just want to over there, get the meal over and done with, and leave. I don't want any fanfare. I'm not sure that was the right decision but I would've said the same thing if I turned her down. I guess a family lunch at Sis's house is better then dinner out. At least I can easily ditch everyone if I get too bored with the proceedings. Mind you, I'm still feeling very raw over the whole thing. In fact, I yelled at mom yesterday evening, not that she really absorbed anything I said. Anyway, after this lunch, I'm not planning to go over to Sis's anymore unless I absolutely have to. I really don't like being their, too difficult. At least, I have a good excuse to get my hair done, maybe mom might spring for a cut and color-birthday thing. I'm not planning to ask her for the money but if she offers, I won't say no. I just hope sis doesn't decide to invite anyone else. Speaking of birthday things, the Brit BF is being very tight lipped about what he's sending me. I figure it could be something great or a lot of build over nothing. Since he doesn't have a history of disappointing me, yet, I'll give him a chance but I'm not expecting much of anything. Let's just say I've learned to (micro) manage my expectations. My life is easier that way.
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