Wednesday, September 3, 2014

No More Disappointments For Me

Hello Everyone:

Let's see If I can work uninterrupted in the PLB Business Center today.  after two days of wandering from coffee place to coffee place, I'm ready to set down in one spot and work uninterrupted. This means not being told to move out at certain time or put up with assorted unpleasant distractions.  I could just forget the whole PLB thing altogether and work in the library.  At least the WiFi is free and no one bothers me.  In other news, mom was being an grateful b___ch yesterday, usual.  I decided to surprise with her favorite cold drink and instead of showing some appreciation she went off in her typical ungrateful manner, reinforcing the idea that it's a waste to do anything nice for her.  Why should I?  it's just going to get thrown back in my face.  The irony this situation is when I don't properly genuflect in return, I'm labeled as an ungrateful.  It's like heaven forbid I don't bow and kiss her disgusting feet or appreciate whatever left overs get thrown in my direction.  Simply put, I'm not exactly running to extend myself for her anytime soon. Why set myself up for disappointment?  speaking of disappointment, over the past weekend, mom asked me what I'd like to do for my birthday this year.  My birthday is not for another few months but she wants to "throw me" a party or some sort if celebration.  Right.  This means instead of making about me, it'll be about everyone else or just some token effort.  I basically told her that if she or Les Coopers plan anything to count me out.  Again, why be disappointed.  After the way  they acted around my USC graduation, I don't want to spend my birthday moping.  I'm sure she'll try again.  Whatever

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