I feel like I'm going through an emotional ringer. First, this whole mess with Santa Ana and now the new guy announced yesterday he's going back to England for an indefinite amount of time. That sucks because I like him. I like him as a friend and hopefully stay in touch via Facebook. I just feel so down and out lately. I even started feeling sorry for myself yesterday. A very bad sign. I'm trying to deal with all this emotional turmoil by focusing on blogging and other constructive things. I find that if I take that approach, I can deal with whatever is going on from a better perspective. Also, it jeeps me from wallowing in my own misery. I just wish things would pick up finally. I hate being so miserable all the time. Someone once said "the Man in White only dishes out as much as a person can take." I think I've gotten an extra large helping. I'm even considering moving to another country for work. For that to occur, a lot of other things have to happen.
In other news, once again the family isn't coming over for a meal. This week's excuse, they're inviting people to their house. Mom actually seemed happy about it because she doesn't have to cook up a storm. Surprising. Me, I don't care one way or the other. I still may try to get in a makeup run. That gives me a temporary moment of happiness and at least, I can look pretty even when life is full of lemons and I don't have a juicer to make lemonade.
Ah well, I guess I can only just keep moving.
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