Well last night pretty blogger and new guy went out on another date. We had a wonderful time and afterward made out. You read correctly, we made out. How was it? Good. My head is still spinning from all of this. Who would've thought a year ago I'd have the affections of two different men. It boggles the mind. This feels so weird. I was chatting with someone this morning in the park and she said just enjoy it. Guiltly, I have to admit that I am having a good time with this situation. Normally I'm a one man woman but this is something else all together. I'm seeing the bf tomorrow and hopefully mom won't blurt it out. I think she'll keep her mouth shut but just the same, I'll watch her. What did we do last night? We went out for a drink then over to a nearby bookstore where we found a nice corner and sat very close to each other for sometime. Then we walked me home and we made out on the roof of my building. I know what's coming next and no one has to spell it out for me. What about the bf? He's got to step it up. There's just no other way to say it. He needs to be a little more committed to the relationship otherwise new guy or some other new guy will steal my attentions and affections away from him. I'm not trying to make him jealous and I'm certainly not flaunting this other relationship in front him but I can't wait around all the time for him to make the next move. I've taken some initiative but bf has to do something as well. I can't do all the work in this relationship. New guy is leaving soon so for now I'm having fun and making the most of the time we have left.
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