Today, I made contact with a creditor and strangely, I felt okay about it. Perhaps it because I was in a public place and had to control myself or maybe it because the representative earnestly wanted to work with me after I explained my situation to her. Either way there was no panic or upset. I'm still in the mindset that says what's the point of talking to these people, I'm going allow myself to make promises I have no way of keeping. It's not right. I can't or won't ask my family because they can't help me and I don't want to involve them. So I'll talk to the representative tomorrow morning and see what she can do. All I can do is be honest about my situation, nothing more. I firmly believe in the old saying "Honesty is the best policy." Too hard the other way. In the meantime I'll focus on other things. Like what, you make ask? Oh like I just got my hair cut today and feel pretty good. The pile of laundry I have to sort, fold, and iron-meh. Otherwise, it's been a pretty status quo day. Not complaints.
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