I feel like poop today. My allergies are really getting to me, I have a sinus headache, and I feel a little feverish. I took my allergy meds and a Tylenol, no help yet. Of course, Mom is has no compassion because G-d forbid some else, other than the grand brats, should draw attention away from her. It's been about Mom. I can't mention anything about not feeling well because immediately she turns around makes it about her and how she feels twice as bad as I do. So I've learned it's better to suffer in silence than share how I feel. I don't even expect any form of empathy from her. Some one is using a riding mower outside my window and it's making my headache worse. That and the phone ringing. I'll just have to tough out the day.
In other news, I finally had success with this one online job application that had been giving me fits. I spent some time yesterday in the late afternoon at the PLB Activities Center just focused on that. It seems that issue was connectivity on my end and theirs. Regardless, I got through- yay. I still am hoping that one of the museum jobs I applied for pans out. Either one would so cool. A research associate position would also work for me because it's something right up my alley. So let's what else comes up. I figure something good has to come through one of these days. I feel like I'm way past due for an upswing. It would be rather nice to feel completely self-sufficient and just have it as a state of mind. I think I am self-sufficient, therefore I am. Sorry, just riffing on Rene DesCartes' famous saying. Okay, I feel a little better.
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