Hushed World

Hello Everyone: It was a very semi-lockdown-induced quiet day. The cool and cloudy weather gave it a more hushed quality, kind of like the world is shutting down for the winter. Sorry to sound so prosaic but this weather, combined with the semi-lockdown inspire a little more prose. Maybe I should live in a place where its cloudy and cool most of the time in order to inspire more literary work. I experienced the hushed quality this morning during my run and nipping out to the supermarket for a few things. My weekend brought an end to my adventures through Big Bank land. I finally got what I was waiting for and now I have to take care of it. Really happy about it because it's like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. The next step is securing a job. I'm thinking that over the nearly five months since mum's passing, I've gotten better at taking of my business. It's funny,mum was so worried that I couldn't do anything for myself, yet here I am doing what I need to do. I think Sis and the BIL are still skeptical but they'll come around. I think by early next year, my job situation should get better. That doesn't I can stop looking until then but it means that my prospects will be better. If all goes well, then I can fully take over the bills and rent as well as finally make the apartment more me than mum. Patience is not my strongest quality but it's what I have to be for now.