Happy For Today

 

Hello Everyone:

It was a rather toasty day but the weather is not something I can do anything about.  What I can do something about is getting my needs taken care of, in this case buying groceries and there was chocolate involved.  Always good.  Until the bank releases the money from mum's account to me, I have to focus on the things I actually need, not want.  Fortunately, I am able to do that and be happy.  I had tofurkey on my shopping list today because I wanted to try it.  I've heard about it but never tried it.  The version I got was smoked sliced tofurkey, a vegan version of smoked sliced turkey cold cuts.  You know what?  It wasn't bad.  I made myself an enjoyable sandwich with light chedder cheese and mustard.  I can't wait to eat it in front of my oh so kosher Sister just to see her reaction.  Should be fun.  Being a vegetarian doesn't mean you have to give up on taste.  Anyway back to getting my needs met.  It makes me happy that I can get my needs met one way or another.  It doesn't matter what the need is or how it's met.  The important thing is that it get met, like this whole mess with the bank.  That's money I need to start paying my own way.  Landing a job is another way for me get my needs met and give me a sense of purpose.  I just have to be persistent without being selfish.  That's a fine line to walk because sometimes you can get so wrapped up in need that you lose sight everything and everyone else.  That thing in that moment becomes the more important than anything or anyone else.  It's like nothing else matters.  I try not walk on the selfish side, or, at least be more aware of when I am.  For now, though.  All is good and I'm happy.