Life Care

Hello Everyone:

Time for the Sunday evening post. Thursday was pretty uneventful, unless you count the water was briefly turned off in the morning and a real drag of a doctor appointment with mum. The appointment itself wasn’t so bad but the waiting for a ride was a real drag on my time. It got me thinking about all the other things I could’ve been doing instead going to yet another appointment with mum. One of the things I could be doing is an online career training course from the library. There’s a program that appeals to me but that means I have to work with mum to rearrange my time so I can fully devote myself to it. That led to a huge blowup on Friday.  I tried to explain that I need to look after myself a lot more because I’m just drained from the pretty much doing everything. The chores, errands, the appointments. I told her I need to see a dentist because my teeth are a mess and I really need to move on with my life. I said I would like Sis, the family, and her friends to step up a little more to help this concept seemed to be careful completely lost on her and I found myself getting more and more angry. I still am angry at her and at the whole situation. I feel like it’s all being unmanageable for one person and Inneed some real help. No matter how much I explained it to my, she just didn’t get it. So now, I just don’t talk to her much. I’m not interested in anything she has to say to me.  All this on of top how  ridiculous I felt on Friday when I found myself placing an order for a jar of face cream at the local department store. I went in to pickup a few things I needed but they didn’t have the face cream I wanted. I didn’t want to make a fuss about it but the sales people were really being nice about it. After I placed the order, I quickly went home with the rest of my purchase. Normally I wouldn’t have an issue about it, but I just wasn’t in the mood. Anyway, I’m just glad tomorrow is a new week.