Major Resentment

Hello Everyone:

Sorry about yesterday, I got really caught in a post and ran out of time.  Anyway, I have to go with mum, once again, to an appointment with her.  I so really hate the time it takes away from doing other things.  I really can't understand why she doesn't ask someone else she' comfortable with to go with her.  I haven't been subtle about how much I hate it.  It's no longer about some quid pro quo arrangement, it's about her being too dependent on me.  I know she doesn't like the state she's in but why does it always have to be me?  Why can't someone else take the time out of their day?  Right, forgot, the someone elses are grateful that it's not them.  Yes, they're all really good at offering words of encouragement and praise but when it comes to the actual work, they're suddenly busy.  It's not just going with mum to appointments, it's other things like help around the house or just giving me a break from my duties.  How about someone take me out for regular manicure/pedicures?  Or just take me out for coffee?  Nothing huge just a little bit of break.  No, they all act like I don't exist.  I'm perpetually tired, resentful, and no one seems to care.  This is especially true of my so-called family.  The eldest nephew is everywhere, the youngest nephew is just a lump on the sofa, BIL and Sis are somehow too busy.  It's not like anyone is an infant, disabled, or quite ill.  I don't understand it.  I just absolutely hate it and resent them.  One day they'll turn around and not find me there because I'll be off having the life I want and not include them.