Hello Everyone:
Just a few quick thoughts before I have to start getting ready for the niece's engagement party. I still can't believe that she's engaged. I get to meet his family this evening. If what mom says is true, then it should be a lot of fun (sarcasm alert). I, for one, am not looking to impress anyone from the prospective groom's family. They're not my future in-laws. Besides, I had my opportunity when I met the Brit BF's sisters and brother on their home court. I like them. I haven't really shared my feelings about my niece's engagement, have I? Truth, I'm happy for her. I'm also a little sad because the Brit BF hasn't proposed to me, yet. Yet being the operative word and I don't know if that will ever happen given the current state of our relationship. I have to draw on his well of optimism and believe things will work out for both of us and I'll get my happily ever after. Mom suggested I resume my relationship with a the previous BF but he doesn't want a serious relationship and I'm not going to force the issue. With Valentine's Day coming up, the eternal optimist in me hopes for poetry from him. One of my wildest Brit BF fantasies involves him paying me a surprise visit armed with flowers. The scenario I concocted has him admitting what a fool he was for asking for a pause in our relationship and hoping I would take him back. Would I take him back in reality? Probably. I think we would need to work out our control issues. Speaking of the Brit BF, I replied to his Super Bowl related post yesterday and he replied back. He was very polite, either because he's English and they're genetically programed to be polite or just surprised to hear from me. I just wanted the contact again. It was a simple Facebook reply to his post. Nothing flowery or anything like that. I even checked Messenger today to see if he sent a lengthier reply. He didn't but a girl can hope. Anyway, I have to quickly feed myself then pull myself together.
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