Not Dwelling

Hello Everyone:

I'm much better today. I hardly thought about the Brit BF today. I suppose I should stop calling him the BF. Denial is not just river. I'm holding onto the idea that he'll come back, for now. That may change over time. More important, I was more focused on writing or as I call it, cheap therapy. Work can be a good cure for a broken heart. There, I said it, he broke my heart and I'm angry. I can't really dwell on the matter because I have other things to distract my attention.  If dwell on the issue, then I won't be able to function too well. I'm not one to cyber-stalk anyone, that's so high school. I'd rather take the high road and move on with my life. Right now I just need some breathing room. When I think about it, there were numerous times I could've hooked up with someone else but I wanted to stay true. I guess I can do whatever I want but don't, yet. I just want to focus on work. As far as the Brit NF is concerned, he knows where and how to findfir now, I don't want to speak to him. If so speak to him, I'll just get mad again. Besides, I still have a headache.  Going out running this morning  helped, you know fresh air and all that. As for him, I won't dwell