Need Confidence

Hello Everyone:

Another good day in the blogosphere. I posted an article on what's driving urbanization in Southeast Asia. Interesting read. Tomorrow, it's Blogger Candidate Forum. Still not thinking about the Brit BF. Really. I told him that if he wanted to continue our conversation, he knows where to find me. I'm not anticipating hearing from him  anytime soon. It's okay because I'm not quite ready to talk to him again either.  I think eventually we'll start talking again. Maybe we can be friends. I've been thinking about looking for work in the UK. It wouldn't be a desperate attempt to get back together with him. It's more about finding actual work for myself. Maybe I should finally take his advice, either do it or don't, no hesitation. The task seems so monumental but people do climb mountains.  I don't even know where to look. It's like looking for work here, I'm looking where I can. In any event, I should formulate a plan if I'm serious.  I really don't know how some people can have so much confidence. I wish I could channel it. Alright, I'm tired and I need sleep.