Hello Everyone:
I'm feeling better today, except for the headache. Tylenol helped with that. To get my mind off of the whole thing, I went to the local museum to check out a couple of exhibits. I had a lot of fun. Somehow, I got this notion that he'll reconsider his decision. I probably will have that stuck up in my head for a while. Maybe he will reconsider and ask me to take him back or not. Whatever the case may be, I'll deal with it at the right time. For now, I have other things to preoccupy my head space. Besides, he's probably already put us behind. What I can't get over is how selfishly he acted toward me. When it came to the relationship, it always seemed that he would make the plans and expect me to follow along. It was like I had to follow his schedule. Like I had no say in anything. I had to fit into his world. What he didn't seem to understand that when you're a relationship with someone, whatever life decisions has to be made by both of you. You both have make a life with each other and not blame your background. He fell back on the differences-in-our-background reason. You know what, we can't help the circumstances we were brought up. That's life. They inform who we are but once we become adults, we have a new set of circumstances that inform our lives. I knew our different backgrounds would come into play but I can deal with it. All I ever saw was a man who swept me off my feet. Anyway, more later
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