It's a Monday and the start of another week albeit a short week. Friday is Independence Day so the weekend is probably going to start on Thursday. For me. It kind of doesn't have any real significance because that's just who I am. Totally detached from everyone and everything. I do have my opinions but otherwise, I could care less. You may or may not have figured that out by now. Anyway back to the job search and blogging. I still don't see a point to looking for work after last week's debacle. I feel like what's the point because I won't even get in the door. Still there's a very small part that keeps trying and perhaps, that's enough. The transportation issue is a major factor. I hate having to limit myself to places that I can either walk to or take a bus. I long ago decided that I didn't want to take a job that requires running errands for someone else. Been there, done that, hate it. I wish I had some clear direction. Writing my preservation blog, writing in general, gives me a real sense of pleasure. It's something I can lose myself in. I just can't generate any income from it. I wonder if there was some employment out there that I could just sit, write all day, and not be bothered all day. I'm sure there is something that fits this description, I just haven't found it yet. Truthfully, I doubt anything remotely close to this will ever materialize. Instead, I'll probably have to take something that just pays the bills. I still don't think I'll ever have another opportunity like the one that slipped through my grasp. I'll have to move on from it. It's hard let go of it. It just hurt so much like you could never understand. I guess it's time to move forward, let it go. Hard to do but it's just something I have to do if I want to maintain some level of equilibrium and open myself to new opportunities.
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