I hope you all had a nice weekend. I did something just now that I feel a little uneasy about, I applied for a job in San Francisco. It's an Architectual Historian position at a private. I'm not uneasy about the position itself because it sounds like something can reasonably do. I am uneasy about the prospect of moving out of town for work. Getting away from the family isn't the issue, in fact I welcome it. The hang up is the bf. We have a great relationship and he's so positive and encouraging. I don't want a commuter relationship or have to end it because in one end of California and he's in the other. It sounds silly to give up, what looks like a great opportunity, for a guy and I'm definitely jumping the gun. I just don't know if this would be a great idea. I sent resumes out to local firms and the Department of City Planning so it's not like I don't have my fingers in the local pie. Still, I'm seeing signs that we have a future together. I know he may not want to move to San Francisco and be far away from his newly widowed mom. He does have a bother who lives in Palo Alto, which is about one hour south of San Francisco. Still, nothing ventured, nothing gained. I canon,y do what I can and leave the rest to the Man in White. Who knows maybe the Man in White will see fit to make everything fall into place.
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