It's 11:40 PST on a Tuesday morning and I'm already exhausted and feel like crap. I got a good night's sleep and had a distant run this morning. I think it's because it's that time of the month again that I feel like peeling off all my clothes, wiping off my make up, taking out my contacts and crawling back into bed. Mom jumping all over me trying to find out "what my problem is" doesn't help. I made an effort this morning to look nice but it can't mask the way I feel. Maybe after lunch, I'll feel differently. I did wake up feeling crampy and I skinned my knee running this morning. The latter, aggravated a healing sprain. Ugh. Anyway, the little nephew was being way too energetic as usual this morning and the coffee didn't help much. I think I need something a bit stronger. I have to take mom to the doctor for an evening appointment. I'm kind of not really up for that, right now, the way I feel. Her badgering me about also doesn't help my mood. I already told once that would make myself available to take her and I'd even pack dinner for myself. It's like she just doesn't hear or comprehend me that well. I really wish she would speak to someone about that. It would really help. I think I'm just going to go eat right now, getting hungry.
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