Hello Everyone:
It's a muggy Wednesday and I'm my life sucks mode again. This return to the doom and gloom stems from not getting positive responses from all the resumes I've been sending out. The only responses I've been getting "You have many great qualifications that would enhance any organization it's we've found people more suited to our needs." I try not to take personally but after a while you have to think what's wrong with me? I'm a smart and talented person why can't anyone else see that? The human resource manager is the problem not me. I could go on but really I don't want to sound to whiny or self-pitying. Maybe the problem is that I'm still looking in all the wrong places. My heart is telling me go for a writing and research job, make the call to Vinayak, maybe he can help you out. I have nothing to lose, it's just a phone call, quit procrastinating. I guess what's stopping me is fear. Fear of yet another rejection. Part of me says just take any job so at least you have the income. The other part says you can do better than some crap job. Is there a middle way? Something between the crap and dream job? Maybe the answer lies in taking the right steps to find the "somewhere in between" job. I don't know anymore what to do. I feel like I'm sinking again. Great the police just walked into the library I'm hanging out in today. O.K. they left. I think one of the librarians called them over a homeless woman making trouble. Sad. Anyway, maybe all these rejections are the universe's way of saying "be patient, the right job is out there waiting for you, you just have to find it, call Vinayak." UH.
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