Make Up Your Mind

Hello Everyone:

Today I feel a less crappy.  I still have a splitting headache that Tylenol doesn't seem to helping,   someone's overdose of perfume and food odors isn't helping either.  Oy.  Alright, other than a perpetually sticky space bar, everything seems to be status quo.  Mom actually wanted to come grocery shopping with me today.  See the last few weeks I've been on my own and it's been rather pleasant.  I go in, get what I need, pay, and leave quickly.  No waiting around for anyone.  Mom kind of slows me down, like having to stop every few minutes to dust under the space bar.  I'm not one to spend a lot of time doing everyday chores like grocery shopping. It's not that I don't like doing the groceries, I actually do, I just tend to be very organized about it.  Or at least try to be organized.  Mom, on the other hand, takes her time and is disorganized.  That drives me up a tree.  I don't like to linger in front of the shelves trying decide which brand of peanut butter is better than the other.  Really, it's not about what I buy, it's more a matter of just being more decisive about it.  I can be decisive most of the time.  Some times it's more about being (too) impulsive, other times it's just a matter of knowing what works.  Only when I'm about to do something major do I take my time and weigh all the options, then make my decision.  I could never understand why some people have to hedge about every little thing.  I'm mean really, not everything requires a could deal of thought.  I was in a relationship with a "recovering" addict who seemed to be so dependent on his sponsor that I started to get the impression that using the loo required a phone call and journaling.  I'm like that with the bf.  I love him very much but he has a tendancy to over think things.  I have to tell that some times it's too much.  Whatever.