Half To A Whole

Hello Everyone: Over the weekend, I had a revelation: I have a Brit BF sized hole in my life. It's not really a revelation as it is a statement of fact. Without him, my life is half full. Yes, he completes me. He is my missing half. The Brit BF has such a joyfulness about him that makes even the hardest moment seem bearable. I want, not need, him to be part of my life because, without him, my life seems bleak. He,for the most part, is quite determined to come back here for good. During an exchange of messages this past week, he mentioned something about us, watching Team USA and Team England play each other in World Cup soccer. When I checked the dates foe World Cup, it was around my birthday. That would be the best possible thing. I really hope it comes true again. In other news, my video interview in Thursday got moved to tomorrow. I'll just smile and answer all the questions. It's a customer service job at a local high end department store. If I get hired, it should give me a nice income while I continue to look for a teaching job. I startd making a list potential places to apply to. Timing is everything and the best time to start applying is mid-July. I had to pause the community college search because it was starting to get a little to dramatic. I may come back to it but right I need to focuse on something easier.