Be Miserable

Hello Everyone: I feel like such an idiot at my job. I can't do anything without someone standing next to me, walking me through each transaction. Everyone tells me that it takes time to pick up the routine but I feel like I'm never going to get it. It only makes me regret taking this job but it wasn't like I had anything better. I don't even like the schedule. I spend part of my shift daydreaming about things I'd rather be doing than handling returns and pick ups. The people are nice but the work is boring. Today as I was leaving, I startes to wonder what would happen if I didn't show up tomorrow. Not even bother to call in. I'm tired, my feet hurt, and I'm mostly tired of being subject to the scheduling caprices of management. All I want is a job with a set schedule, steady pay, and good benefits that doesn't insult my intelligence. Why is that so hard?