The One

Hello Everyone: I have to work my first weekend in the department store and I'm not totally happy about it. Fortunately it was a short shift and quiet but I'd still rather have the free time. I feel bad for complaining because I worked hard to get this job and I'm not being asked to do anything dirty, disgusting, or dangerous. I'm grateful for it but it just feels like such a let down for me. I feel like I spent all this time in school and this was the best I could do. I jus have to keep looking until I find something that I can be happy with. I thought it was the local religious school but that was before I met the students. I think the other part of the problem is I spent too much time alone, doing what I want, when I wanted. The thought of working with other people at set time is an adjustment. Also, the music in the store bothers me because it's so repetitive. I'm used to working in quiet, not the same five or six songs on an endless loud loop. Anyway, I'm off next weekend so I rest up a bit. I just have to keep looking for the one job.