Enjoyed The BF-less Weekend

Hello Everyone:

The BF-less weekend was rather nice. I got caught on some reading and most important, sleep. However, he wasn't totally out of touch. When I came home from my run on Friday, I found a bouquet of flowers on my doorstep. It's too early for my birthday. I have to admit that at first I thought it was from the Brit BF. I thought he sent me flowers as a way of saying, let's try again. I still think I'm not done with him. Anyway, I read the card and it was from the Sometime BF. He sent me flowers just because he wanted to and to tell me how much he loved me. Okay, that was nice. Of course, me being me immediately looked for something more sinister. I actually asked mum if she thought it was kind of stalker-like. She told me to quit making stuff up. Got it. He's also taken to texting me good morning messages, which is nice. I'm still waiting to see what happens once the flow wears off. The rest of the weekend went pretty much status quo. He's coming over next weekend and I might actually look forward to his visit. At least this time it won't be a surprise. I know he's coming and I have a chance to prepare. I should know sometime next week if I got the library job or not. My inner pessimist says "don't hold your breath."  The inner optimist says "you got this."  Whatever the case maybe, I felt good after the interview was over. Applying for the city planning job the next day also was a good thing. Either way, it feels like I'm starting to move forward. That's good.