"Complaints"

Hello Everyone;

Sunday evening and time to blog. The Sometime BF came over Friday evening for dinner and is coming over again this coming Friday. It's nice but I'm still kind of wondering what's behind this sudden surge of interest. Is he finally getting serious or will this time be like all the others: have a good time then pull away. Between you, me, and the blogosphere I kind of hope it's the latter, he pulls away. It sounds mean but I'm still having a hard time imagining a life with him. He's a good guy but after the brains and ambition of the Brit BF, anyone else seems second best. Also, I can't stand the attention. He calls and texts me. Not stalker stuff but every day. Yes, the Brit BF did message me daily but his replies were delayed, mainly because of the time difference and work load. The Sometimes BF replies almost immediately.  The point of my so-called complaints is I like the space. You know he even asked me if I wasn't happy to see because I didn't sound enthusiastic enough. Yes, I enjoy his company but I don't turn cartwheels over it.  What an overly sensitive type. Somehow, I still can't imagine a committed, long lasting relationship with him. He does have a lot of good qualities but I'm still not sure. Maybe I'm spending way too much time in my head again or I'm still not over the Brit BF. Whatever the case is, I need to see where this is going before I make any final decisions.