Dude We Need To Talk

Hello Everyone:

Tomorrow is my job interview at the school and I'm feeling pretty calm about the whole thing. I figure it's only about a half hour out my life, excluding travel time, so what's the big deal. The Sometime BF and I did a little prep work so I'm ready for whatever questions. I filled out the application, ironed a skirt and blouse. The Sometime BF even offered to drive me there and back in part to help me out and spend some time with me. At first I didn't want to accept his offer mainly because I didn't want to rely on someone else but he said it wasn't a problem. I really don't mind taking the bus because I get a few minutes to read. Maybe if I get this job, I can ask HR about a subsidized bus pass. I have to admit that I'm quite skeptical of the Sometime BF's change of heart. Why all of sudden does he want to commit to a full on relationship?  Was he really worried that he'd lose me to another man?  I have to confess that I think the whole thing has an obsession element to it. I think he wants me all to himself and no one else can have me. I feel like a possession not a person. I still have feelings for the Brit BF and I'm still holding hope that we can get back together for good. On the other hand, the Sometime BF and I are a match but he can be very overwhelming at times. It's like he swoops in and plays the hero. It makes me feel uncomfortable. It could all just be in my head or I'm so used to being on my own that the sudden interest freaks me out. I think I need to have a friendly chat with him about giving me a little space. I'll be honest, yesterday evening, after he proposed driving me to the interview, I started to think am I going to have call the police about a stalker?  Okay it sounds really dramatic but that was really going ng through my head. A friendly chat might just be order.