Hello Everyone:
It's a rainy Sunday and time to write down a few thoughts. The Brit BF and I had a pleasant enough chat. Unfortunately, I had to admit that I really don't have any real aspirations because it's been my experience that it's useless to make plans because they get upended. I told him I just want the same things every body else wants, a job, my own place to live, all the creature comforts of life. He told me that it doesn't jibe with what I've told him about living in the U.K. and traveling to Europe. Yay, well, people do talk. I really don't believe any of it will happen. That's just the way things are. I felt so sad when I talked to him. He must be having some real doubts about me. Too much baggage, lacks any real ambition, why do I continue with this person. I wouldn't be surprisided if he ended up breaking things off. That would make mom happy but it would make me sadder than I am already. I've been so confused about a relationship until now. Anyway, tomorrow I have jury duty in downtown Los Angeles. Oh joy. Nothing like spending a day, sitting around doing nothing. Fortunately, it's one and done. One day or one trial. I'll have things to keep me occupied while I wait around. It's civil court so there's a greater likelihood that it won't be too busy. Should be fun (irony alert).
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