Hello Everyone:
Another quiet weekend coming to a close. I'm spending these final weekend moments with the movie The English Patient. I've never seen it but I've heard good things about it. It certainly has epic written all over it. I confessed to the Brit BF about my anxiety attack over meeting new people. I so much as told him that I won't even let go to the bathroom when I meet his family. He told not worry, everyone is welcome. Reassuring but I still get anxious over new things, people, and places. It's the anticipation, the not knowing, what makes me so anxious. Once I'm in the mix, it's all good. I think mom is still trying to talk me out of going on the trip. I want to go and the ticket is non-refundable. I actually do look forward to new adventures. I think I just work myself into such a state of panic beforehand but once I start on the adventure I'm fine. It's mostly mental that manifests itself into stomach aches. Maybe I should load a meditation app on my phone. Maybe listen to relaxing music or just dance it out. Anyway, for now I'll just relax with the movie.
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