Is He The One?

Hello Everyone:

The blogosphere can be an exhaustive place. I posted the weekly Candidate Forum and that took some time and energy. The subject was on infrastructure and it was long piece. By the end, my brain completely shut down. At least the part that deals with intellecual thought.  Once again the Brit BF dropped a hint about a future together. It was a casual remake about us, as a husband and wife writing team. Do I see myself building a life with him?  I'm not quite there yet but I do entertain the idea from time-to-time. I still feel like I don't know enough about him yet to make that decision. That's my main purpose for going on this trip, to decide if a future with him is a viable thing.  Part of me really hoped that it is because I imagine a really nice life for us. It's a comfortable, warm, loving life-something I genuinely want. I'm not getting it here so I have to find it elsewhere. All I ever wanted was to be surrounded by people who are good hearted, loving, warm, and non-judgmental.  I'm tired of the coldness in my life. I need the warmth. He gives me what I want but yet I'm sure he's what I need. Sounds strange. He's gives me the warmth and love I desire but I still wonder if he's the one?  I don't want just settle for anyone, I want the kind of person who can make me happy. If the Brit BF is that person, so be it.