Hello Everyone:
A typical Thursday for yours truly. Chores in the morning, followed by an errand or two in the afternoon. Of course there was the usual exchange of flirty messages with the Brit BF. I cannot wait until we're finally reunited. I spent a few minutes at the one store at the mall. It's a store dedicated to all things cosmetic and personal care. Wandering through the aisles, I pondered all the possibilities. What kind of possibilities was I considering while checking out the wares? All sorts of things but sometimes, I think why bother? I mean whatever I do seems pointless because nothing looks good on me. I've pretty much convinced myself that I'll never be pretty. I just to the best I can and hope for the best. I guess that's all I can do. Maybe one day I'll be able to convince myself of the opposite. I don't how I can do these. I guess confidence would be the key. Confidence is something I need to work, but how? I wish I could channel the Brit BF's confidence because he has so much of it. He, somehow, is able to always stay positive. He always tells me everyone is wired differently but I seem to be wired all wrong. I must have been short circuited somewhere along the way. I don't know if the wiring can be fixed. A job, maybe? That could work? Anyway, finding self-confidence won't be quick but it be a an agenda item for the year.
On a different note, the photo blog I posted got good notice, so I'm happy.
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