Hello Everyone:
A better day in the blogosphere but still an exercise in patience. The main issue is the fact I need a new laptop. I know I sound like a broken record. Despite this, I find a way to soldier on with the work. Fortunately, I have other things to divert my attention while I wait for the laptop to its thing. Anyway, I'm in a better mood today than I've been over the last few days. I realize that I can't magical make the Brit BF appear, nor can I magically make myself appear in his house. I just wish I could find a way to make it a good day. I don't have any sort of expectations of anything that would knock my socks off. Actually, I do expect to be completely disappointed by whatever effort my so-called family makes. I don't even expect mom to follow through on her offer to go with me to the jewelry store to buy the ring I want. I'll be lucky if I get dinner out. Truth, I don't want anyone, meaning alleged family members, out for my birthday. So, I guess I'll have to find some way to pull joy out of the day. A Skype call from the Brit BF is always nice. I think I need something happy in my life. Something to counteract the sadness.
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