Too Long Meals

Hello Everyone:

Wow would you look at that, we hit three thousand page views.  This is so amazing, I'm humbled by your continued readership.  It tells me that we can relate to each other on a personal level.  It's sometimes so hard to talk to people about all the chaos that goes on in my life.  It's just easier to write down what's on my mind without having to parse everything I say or go into lengthy explanations.  It feels good afterwards to just let things go into the atmosphere.  You all are a great audience and I'm really grateful for it.

So what's going on today.  Just the same old, same old.  I'm trying to submit a job application but no luck so far.  It keeps getting kicked back.  Maybe I'll check it over for any errors on my part, just to be sure.  The other possibility is that the connection maybe weak.  Whatever, I'll figure it out and get it in.  Mom is in her pre-Passover psycho mom mode.  So far it's a mild case.  It doesn't help that the oven died again over the weekend.  Oh well, it's par for the course.  At least it happened now, rather than the of Passover.  That would've been catastrophic.  Speaking of Passover, mom tried to revive the tired old yearly argument over the meals.  I keep telling her that my decision hasn't changed, I'm simply not going to the Seders or the daytime meals.  I find them akin to torture.  O.K. I'm exaggerating about that.  I don't like all the emphasis on eating or the over long meals.  It just doesn't appeal to me.  Also, the gluttonous amounts of food make me sick just looking at it.  I'm quite happy with a smaller quieter meal than sitting at a table with a lot people and their screaming children.  It's just so suffocating.  Does mom understand any of this?  Absolutely not.  At least, sis and the BIL are a little more sensitive to it.  Maybe I'll pencil myself in for a Sabbath meal or two.  Anything else, will be decided later.  Speaking of meals, I'm hungry so I'm going to go to lunch.