My allergies are back in full force. For about a day or two, Ineas actually feeling better. Now the sniffles, runny nose and watery eyes are back. At least my persistent cough is gone. Between the Tylenol and allergy meds, I'm pretty loaded. I feel like crap again. This morning, I was thinking, all things begin ideal, I could stay at home in sweats and write. Instead, I have almost force myself to get dressed. That sucks. In other news, I got an email from the bf saying that he was paroled from caretaker prison and working for another set of relatives. He told me that the schedule was easier and he had time to look for a real job. More important, I get to see he this week. Yeah. I can't wait. I just want to make long, sweet, passionate love to him. I want to feel his lips on mine and him in me. I never thought I'd enjoy sex this much. It's truly a beautiful thing, everything it's meant to be. It's especially wonderful with the right person. The bf is the right one.
Last night I was reading a very moving article by comedian Russell Brand on his own experience with drug addiction in The Guardian. It was moving and powerful. In it he talked about getting high and getting sober. He took the readers inside the experience of scoring some heroin. I posted on my Facebook time line (http://www.facebook.com/lenorelowen). I bring this up because the article gives you a very clear idea of what it means to be an addict. As I was blogging away yesterday afternoon, I was listening to one of the local radio stations and the announcer made some very heartfelt remarks regarding sobriety, particularly his. He concluded by saying he grateful for his sobriety. This morning I read that heroin addiction is up 100% in the U.S. Such a shame. I'll keep saying this until I'm completely out breathe, if drugs and alcohol are destroying your life, get help. If you're the loved one of an alcoholic addict, get help. Here are some resources:
Http://www.aa.org
Http://www.na.org
Http://ww.roadrecovery.org
Http://www.al-anon.alateen.org
Do this for yourself
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