Hello Everyone:
I am having a really productive afternoon. Opting out of the holiday meals has given me the chance to finish up some blog drafts at historicpca.blogspot.com. I've enjoyed the quiet time afforded to me by the High Holidays. I found that I'm more able to focus on my own thoughts, adult tantrum yesterday notwithstanding. The only thing I really wish I could've done was spend more time with the bf. I really miss him when he's not around. I enjoy talking to him because I feel like he really understands me. I miss the way he holds and kisses. I just wish circumstances were different. I hate to sound impatient but I think some of you will understand to finally find the person you feel so strongly about and not be able to be with him a lot. Truthfully, my family isn't a really good substitute and I hate going to family events by myself. I just feel so comfortable around him and I so love the way he plays with my little nephew. My little nephew seems to have adopted the bf as his uncle. I love it.
Lately, I've been very picky about my food. Specifically, I haven't been too interested in anything my mom has made. I don't know why. It just doesn't appeal to me. Mostly, I've been eating salads, sandwiches, soup, yogurt, and whatever I make for breakfast. I'm not consciously trying to lose weight or anything like that. I think I have the whole negative body image tamed. Maybe it's just a phase. What I have to do is go to Weight Watchers on Monday and check in. I'm curious to see how much I weigh. I hope I haven't lost or gained too much weight. I'm not worried, yet. I'm just not that hungry.
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