So Mad

Hello Everyone: Today was a day for mixed news. First some good news on the Brit BF front. One of the people in creative development at the studio he submitted his pitch to wants to meet with him in the next two weeks. This is insanely great news. If all goes well, he could be back for good very soon. That would be so incredible, the two of us finally living under one roof for good. I sincerely hope that everything with the studio works out for him. He has such big dreams and the drive to see them come true. Now some bad news, another job with the healthcare company fell through. I am so mad at the recruiter for misleading me. She had me convinced that I was perfect for the job but no. I managed to get ahold of her on the phone and told her that I was tired of all the games she's playing with me and I feel like I wasted my time with them. I may've torpedoed any chances of her working with me again but, right now, I don't care. If she is true to her word about guaranteeing me a placement, then she'll have to work harder. I spoke with the other recruiter and he said would send anything that matches my resume to me. Right. I was told the problem was I couldn't come in for the training and they couldn't do virtual training because of past issues. I really don't care about past their past issues. Ok that may sound selfish but you know if I can do the job virutally, they can train me virtually. The person I spoke to on Friday said the issue was screen sharing, which sounds like a problem on their end because I've never had a screen sharing issue on my end. I really wish the universe would throw me a line about what am I supposed to do. I'm so tired of constantly struggling and not finding any success. I could really use some help at this point. Anything will do. All I want is to work and be independent. Why is that such a problem? What do I have say or do to make it happen?