Big Meeting

Hello Everyone: The Brit BF has his massively big pitch meeting tomorrow and I'm excited for him. If all goes well, it'll be a life changing moment for him. No more cleaning job at the local tech hub. It's hello Hollywood and the kind of life one can only imagine. As for me, I hope that it'll mean he'll be back for good and we can finally have a life together. I sometimes daydream about that life. It's always the same daydream: The two living in nice place, doing the kinds of things couples do. Of course I can't predict the future so I have to keep doing what I'm doing in order to get push myself forward. I have to admit that the prospect of the Brit BF signing a serious development with a big studio has visions of an easier life dancing in my head. I would so rrally love not having to work so hard anymore. Want I really want to do is work because I want to. By work I mean a job. I don't want to worry about whether house gets clean or the bills get paid. Those things will happen but I just don't want to feel any sense of anxiety around them. Anyway regardless of the outcome of tomorrow's meeting, I'm really proud of the Brit BF. He's done the work and deserves the success.