Monday, May 18, 2020

Venting Again



Hello Everyone:

It's Monday and mum was getting on my every last nerve.  This morning she decided she needed a load of laundry done, in addition to everything else I had planned for the day.  That really annoyed me because I hate doing all these small loads as well as four or more loads.  I really need to introduce her ladies-in-waiting to the laundry room.  It's not just that, it's all also mum's insistence that I keep her company all the time.  It's mostly in the evenings but I really don't enjoy it.  It feels forced and she can be so petulant.  I can't have any real meaningful conversation with her because I either have to keep repeating myself, she editorializes, or it just goes in circles.  The truth is I'm not happy about the ongoing living arrangement and frustrated about not being able to do anything about it.  Thanks to the pandemic, I can't even escape for a few hours because all my usual places are closed until further notice.  Even worse, the Brit BF is in the UK and I have no idea when we'll be reunited.  As you can see this makes for a miserable situation.  Sometimes even tuning her out with the Earpods doesn't work because she just talks over them.  Another thing I hate, is when she bellows my name from another room.  Where does she think she lives, in a barn?  I usually just try to ignore her.  No matter how many times I've said not to do it, she does it anyway.  Who does she think I am, her personal servant.  I really need to get away for good. 

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